I am thankful for my partner.
I am thankful for having someone who has supported me in treatment.
I am thankful they show me compassion and acceptance.
I am thankful I fell asleep and woke up next to my best friend.
I am thankful I can feel the fall air.
I am thankful I can feel the warmth of my partner's skin.
I am thankful I can remember what it feels like to be young.
I am thankful I feel embarrassed.
I am thankful I feel ashamed.
I am thankful for regret.
I am thankful for my Rabbi and the conversations we have.
I am thankful for oxygen.
I am thankful for driving through the country.
I am thankful for mountains surrounded by fields of nothing.
I am thankful for the bookstore where we go on dates.
I am thankful for the love I am shown.
I am thankful I can return that love.
I am thankful for the things I have.
I am thankful for the things I have lost.
I am thankful for the journey I am on.
I am thankful for my life.
I am thankful for early morning trips for donuts.
I am thankful for late night trips for pizza.
I am thankful for the education I am able to receive.
I am thankful for the treatment I am in.
I am thankful for the talents I have been blessed with.
I am thankful people listen.
I am thankful for my medication.
I am thankful for my imagination.
I am thankful for the stories people share with me.
I am thankful for the way my life has turned out.
I am thankful that things are going to be okay.
I am thankful that I was born.
I am thankful I feel empathy.
I am thankful I feel anger and understand it.
I am thankful I feel sad.
I am thankful that I am still here.
I am thankful that there is still time for me to do good.
I am thankful for the next chapter in my life.
I am thankful to grow alongside my failures and be more than I was.
I am thankful for my health.
I am thankful for my lungs.
I am thankful for my voice.
I am thankful for my thoughts. The good ones, and the bad ones.
I am thankful I talk to myself and write poems.
I am thankful I can use my words to express myself.
I am thankful for reflection.
I am thankful for healing.
I am thankful for kindness.
I am thankful for my future.
I am thankful I can use my voice.
I am thankful I can understand my mental illness.
I am thankful for the way candles sound.
I am thankful for the way the fireplace smells.
I am thankful for walks in the rain.
I am thankful for holding hands.
I want to be a good person.
I want to have a family.
I want to be a functioning member of society.
I want to help people.
I want to be worth something.
I want to follow my dreams.
I want to make people feel understood. I want for people to understand me.
I am scared I will never be normal.
I am scared of being hated.
I don't want to be a failure.
I will continue to think deeply.
I will continue to think before I speak.
I will continue to better myself.
I will continue to cry when I see people in pain.
I will continue to mourn when I see people die.
I will continue to be empathetic when I see people who need help.
I will tell my partner I love them.
I will celebrate their achievements.
I will model their love.
I will hold them close like they do me and tell them I am there.
I will tell them they are wanted and are needed.
I will whisper that everything is going to be okay.
I will be strong.
I am thankful for growth.
Nick